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The Union

With fear, a new journey had began. As time passes, the ending got closer. Without noticing, the chapter had ended. "Everyday" was taken granted. Secretly wishing and hoping that "everyday" will not end even though it is impossible. Days started with silence and suspicion. Slowly, filled laughter and trust. In between, stresses and hardshipes come together. However, each and everyday was looked upon. Unknowingly, you have become a part of me, so many roles that are played each day. My colleague, my best partner, my personal advisor, my role model, but most importantly, you are my friend. In a moderate pace, we set a safe environment for our thoughts. A place where mutual understanding and respect exist. We exchange our beliefs, knowledge and experience. Our paths are meant to cross, like everything else are meant to happen for a reason. We learned so much from each other, we supported each other, and we prayed hard for each other to get the best out of our life. Giv...
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The Truth is...

Not everyone cares about you, Not everyone appreciates your existence,  Not everyone acknowledges the hard times you had gone through,  Not everyone understands the pain behind your smile,  Not everyone celebrates your successes,  Not everyone wants to stay by your side,  Not everyone is eager to learn about you, Not everyone sees the worth in you. So,  Don't let anyone takes advantage on you,  Don't let anyone gets too close to you,  Don't share your stories with just anyone,  Don't trust anyone easily,  Don't love anyone more than yourself,  Don't care for anyone more than yourself,  Don't lose yourself just to please anyone. 
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Moving on...

Maybe one day I will not think about you anymore; Maybe one day I will just turn my head and leave all those memories we shared behind; Maybe one day you will not even appear in my thoughts; Maybe one day you will want things to go back to the time before things got messed up; Maybe one day we will just disappear from each other's life completely; Maybe by then I will feel much better. I pray to God that may the day come faster and may my sufferings end.
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Us.

The encounter of ours were not even expected at the slightest. With much surprise, you had entered my life slowly. You became more significant as days passed. You were my home, you were where I want to be, you were who I want to be with, you were my dream come true. I did not notice, I were smiling to you all the time while I remained straight face with others. I did not realize a text from you can turn me happy. I did not realize I woke up everyday just to see you. I did not realize I grew greedy. I wanted more, even though I know it is wrong. I wanted more times that we can spend together, just the two of us. I wanted more, I want to be the one who is in your embrace. I wanted more, I want to be the one for you. Eventually, I was consumed by my own greediness. I wish to go back to the time when we just met. I wish to show you my better side when we just met. But now, I only wish to have the courage to tell you, how much I want you but I will not have you. 
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It's Okay, I Will Wait

I will stand here, I will wait for you. Take your time as you heal, I will wait.  Stray as far as you wish, I will be here.  Call me up when you need someone, I will be there.  Come into my arms when you need some comfort.  I will stay here, I promise.  My feelings for you shall remain.  I will not let you go, just stay in my arms for now, and forever. 
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The Hug

I could not forget, the moment when you wrapped your arm around me; the moment you pulled me closer to you; the moment you tighten the hug.  I was scared, I was scared that you refuse to, but you seemed okay when I asked for a hug. You walked to me with your arms opened. I got greedy at that moment, I never wanted to leave your arms.  Your arms wrapped around my petite body and I wrapped my arms around you. Such a blissful moment, the world just stood so still at that moment, can I just stay like that forever?  Slowly, we removed our arms from each others. I turned my back to you and took a few steps forward.  My tears rolled down knowing the time for separation is near. It was not the first time, second or third, it just can't seemed to stop. Turning my back towards you, hoping you don't see my tears, I guess, I was wrong.  You stood up, walking step by step closer to me each time, gently coaxing me to stop crying.  I lost my fight against my tears, I coul...
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Hold Me As I Fall

The day when you entered my life, it was totally unexpected. I never even dream about meeting you in such a situation. I did not pay much attention at you as I was busy living my life. Step by step, we became closer, we were drawn to each other, I believe. Just like how moths are always drawn to flames. Taking a step a day, we had known each other better. I shared my worries with you, you told me about yours. I know, you are the type of person who would rather piled up the concerns and worries in yourself, so, I am always glad when you tell me about yourself. I am used to having you by my side. I did not realize, the time that we have for each others is going nearer to the end each day. So, I just ask the God above, are we destined to remain in each other's life or not. So many questions that I wonder have no definite answer. I get excited and disappointed, I get overwhelmed too.  Will we meet again after a long time? Will we be guided into each other lives again? Will our path cro...
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