The Thoughts of Mine

At times, I wonder, how will my life become if we are committed. At times, I wonder, what will it feels like, holding your hand with our finger intertwined.  At times, I wonder, how will you feel having me at your side when you need someone. At times, I wonder, what will you feel when I show you off to my family and friends.  At times, I wonder, how will my life be without meeting you. At times, I wonder, what will be the reason that ends up forces up to take different paths.  At times, I hope that I am not sleeping alone.  At times, I hope that you can open up to me.  At times, I hope that I can be the one who comforts you when you are facing challenges.  At times, I hope that you can wrap your arms around me reassuring me that you will be here. At times, I hope that there's "we" for you. 

Wandering around wondering where is the destination. Wandering around wondering which is the right route.  Wandering around wondering what is the right thing to do.  Wandering around wondering why is everything so hard.  Wandering around wondering who is the one.  Wandering around wondering how to break through the cycle of wondering how long the wanders will continue.