The Thoughts of Mine

Happiness was always taken granted. No one is thankful for it when it's around, but people will comment on it when it's gone. Is happiness so hard to achieve now? When you're no longer a kid anymore? What is the definition behind happiness? Can anyone enlighten me? Will Smith once said "you can be laughing but you're not happy." It took me quite a while before I understand what that line was about. We laugh at things that are funny, but are we really happy? It might be. But also, it might not be. I had a habit of smiling happily when a camera is involved, but I wasn't really happy. However, the picture showed that I'm smiling. Behind every smile, there has thousands of wounds.

It took her a long time to realize that there is  no one who would be there for her when she is alone, that there is no one that would come up to her mind when she needs someone to talk to and also someone she could really call "friend". She was always there when they need her, she was always ready to talk to them when they need her and she was always the one who tried to make them happy even by doing things that she does not always adore to. But, she never knows that the world is cruel to her, perhaps, to all the people with kind heart. She cries and screams internally, but she smiles and laugh externally. She breaks down slowly inside, but on the outside, she heals others. She is not immature, but she stands in her own principle firmly. She thought by changing herself, she could change the little world spinning around her. She knows there is people who will ask her to talk to them when she feels down and alone, but they are always the one who ignored her in the first p...