The Thoughts of Mine

I have a belief in everyday life, if my day went past too easily, some challenges will obstruct me; however, if I start off my day with challenges, I might have to chance to relax later in my day. I think this belief applies exactly to my life now. My life as an university's student does not seem to have many challenges, even there is, all of it seems small to me now as there is a bigger issue. Everyday, we unfold different chapters in our lives and with that, the roller coaster in our lives seems to be on the track all day long. The unforeseen future seems like ocean waves at times, it could be smoothing, it could be harsh, it could bring peace and it could bring chaos. Day by day, I am questioning myself, isn't this what I should be expecting? Isn't this the option that I had chosen? Isn't this the pathway I had to go through? Sometimes, I am wary about myself, but sometimes, I am full of myself. By the way, it is the last semester, so let us fight through the way....

Have you ever been honest to yourself? Is this the life you want? Is this the real attitude you have? Is this the kind of relationship you dreamed of? Frankly, not much people are able to remain honest to themselves when they are surviving in the harsh society. However, it is not that bad to say it out loud sometimes that what you actually want in life. Many people have always say that they are "happy-go-lucky" type of people, but are they sure they are like that? There are too many unforeseen circumstances in life whereby many people would rather avoid having even the slightest expectations to avoid unnecessary disappointment. Thus, the reason behind people not being honest to themselves are for their own sake. Some are not brave enough, some do not have the will-power to achieve what is set, some are hesitant about life while some really do not even think of what they want. Whether to be genuine to yourself or not, it is up to you. It might hurt you, but at least you ar...