"BRIGHT" Personality.

What does that even mean?

I, do smile a lot, but not every time. The smile which hid my flaws, which asked me to move on, which made me pretend I'm happy became a title for me.

"You're a bright person", "I love to see you as you always smile so brightly and gives out sunshine vibes", "You're always smiling in pictures"... The compliments somehow made me think twice, thrice, that do I really deserve this title?

"What if they found out?". No one can deny this, everyone has their side that they are too scared to expose to the others, me too. Questions with the similar meaning run wild in my mind and I couldn't stop it.

"I want to live like a child, smiling and laughing everyday, forgetting those bad things happened yesterday and look forward to tomorrow." However, how is it even possible? Life is full of ups and downs, I'll grow, so do you, how should we stay happy and naive?

I'm glad, somehow, to be called a "Bright" person, I really do. And I should portray a "Bright" person, so, my life wouldn't be much more difficult when I'm facing tragic in my life.

I'm really hoping miracle to happen, so that the smile I'm putting on my face is just pure bliss and happiness. 

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