Runaway.

This is a story between her heart and her mind.

"Let's runaway together.", said the heart.

"Why?", asked the mind.

"I couldn't take it anymore. Even a second is like a drill, penetrating me, leaving a hole in me, makes me empty."

"Stay strong. That's what everyone told you to.  Couldn't you even do that?"

"I can't, I had tried, I can't get over it, it's suffocating me, I can't even breathe."

"Don't runaway from your problem, solve it!"

"I'm not sure if my solution is right, I'm afraid I'm wrong. After I got hold of what I always prayed and dreamt for, this isn't right anyhow."

"Then, go for it. Fight for yourself, that's your right."

"I need sometime to take a break from all this nonsense, mind. I might lost myself here if I stay here longer. My pride is crushed, my confidence is crushed, and my self esteem is vanished."

"It must be hard for you after all, maybe we should take a rest from it."

And so, she followed the decision made by her heart, a runaway. She wasn't running away from her problem, she was just afraid to lose herself through the circumstances she had faced. She wanted to grow strong, that's why, she wanted to leave whatever or whoever that doesn't deserve anymore.

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